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so dear journal hows it been goin? i must say that my yesterday was quite enjoyable. i went to peter piper pizzas and we had a pretty good time. it was alecias baby shower and i think i enjoyed myself the most when i was on the bumper cars. those things were great. even though i got my ass kicked in alot of games, i liked it there. i like arcades. air hockey is tha shit! that has to be one of my all time fav games. man cnt believe shes haveing a baby. im happy for her. she seems excited. so afterwards i went to go babysit my kids and it was pretty fun too. i know it seems lame, but i like hanging out with them. we ordered pizza and played video games and thn they fell asleep to shrek 2. i love video games, but im not all that great at them. the appartment is georgous. its my dream house kinda thing. sleek. modern. i liked it alot. after the kids went to sleep i chatted online for a while. 
this morning the roads were icy. my car had frozen over and i had to wait for it defrost for like twenty mins. bought the corpse bride. havent gotten a chance to watch it though. my little cousins bday party was last night so i took him his present today since i wasnt able to make it. i got him a dvd the wilson and grimler?? lol i totally messed it up! and a little dog that looks like the one from the movie. i think he was content with it. afterwards we came home and stayed inside. we didnt go to church. it was FrEeZiNg! 
not too much to say today. im feeling a little loose. quit thinking dirty! i just mean that im a little preoccupied and im letting everything go. im just like cutting out all the worries that i dont need and that i dont want. im tired of being held down to a worse feeling. im getting over my mild emo syndrome. i think that since i was happy yesterday, it evened out most of my feelings. saw something today that made me want to question alot of things, but then i got over it. the only thing its going to do is give me a wrinkle and thats not good. i dont want to go to school tomorrow, i think its the wheather. ahhhh. ok im done.